pull up the floorboards and expose the ghost of my first love.

yawn. things have been boooooring. all ive been doing is school track and going on the computer i need a little excitment in my life. but underwood sucks hardcore. but oh well. beccas is having a party on saturday so i can hopefully go and will have fun.  (( im bored and sad. im bored cause there isnt anything to do, and sad cause people are annoying me in turn making me sad cause they are affecting me. blah its raining and that usually makes me happy but its not. sad  and i cant believe he actually left. i hope hes alright.....hm crazy kid. i wonder where you are. hopefully not in custody....